Salam readers and hi peeps.
Let's see what has happened during the last two months. It's all about my route, my intuition and conscience
20th April-Medsi result.
Cordially, i am flattered to Allah as i could sit for Medsi test. I felt jubilant beyond the words as i got three
universities which i could look forward to pursue my degree in TESL-UIA,UKM and UTM.
Actually, Medsi is about an evaluation of being an educator which involves four aspects. On 28th April,
I sat for the test and it went smoothly.
26th April-MUET result.
A miracle had happened as i got band 4 for this examination.Through all the barriers i had encountered, i was capable to get band 4. Allah has given me what i want. and yes, I always pray and ask Him to fulfill my desire of getting band 4. Thanks to Allah.
27th April- Final exam result.
I felt a wee bit neurotic as the final result was announced. Final exam result always lingered in my mind
because i need to pass the CGPA as the credit to pursue degree in TESL. and once again, Allah helped me
with kinda good result. I got 3.++ and felt relieved in a sudden. Same goes to core subject, i also exceeded
3.00 and it made me grinned again.
19th May- Medsi result.
It came to myriads rumors said that lots of Teslians didn't pass Medsi test. Even the DL students or band
5 students, they failed to qualify themselves in interview. In the meantime, I felt speechless as i didnt know
the system of medsi and how they choose students in interview. I'm also being a victim of the vicious
Medsi as i FAILED in Medsi. My heart was like a broken glass which shattered on the floor. Yes, i'm
speechless and i thought my future turned sombre and dark. My dream of being an educator has gone
in a blink of eye. I admitted that i felt vacuum but nothing gonna change that predestination. I reda to the
Allah's decision. Man proposes, god disposes. it can't be denied and exactly acceptable. Despair is just
for the loser. I know, even not get into TESL course, there's still numerous opportunities of being an
educator. Teacher or lecterur?i don't care. as long as i can be a part of them. Yes, i must scribble my
back up plan.Nothing can stop me to be an educator.the holy profession. I didn't want being enmeshed in
TESL stuff anymore. Perhaps Allah has determined something magnificent for me rather than being a
tesl student in degree. I believe in Allah more than anything and i know that, one day, the victory is mine.
I decided to pursue degree in ESL or English Studies Language. Familiar with Tesl but there's education
pedagogy in ESL. I still have the chance to be a lecturer yet teacher. I believe that.
*Belajar selagi mampu and tuntutlah ilmu sampai ke tahap tertinggi. Don't concede in the halfway!
there's a ray of hope. trust Allah is the most priority.
i'm not expert in grammar.so, ignore the grammatical errors.
with that,salam and sober down!
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